A NEW BEGINNING: JOURNEY TO BETTERING MYSELF - HEALTH & HAPPINESS

I have a long way to go to get to my endgame and, that's going to take time. For now I need to focus on improving myself. My field of vision is inclosing and imagination dwindling. I notice myself plateauing and I'm currently not in a position to be maintaining. I need to be growing... and shrinking (weight wise).


I'm Not Happy

I am overweight and my hobbies have subsided. My hobbies are what keep me going and the hobbies I love and have been doing, I won't be able to do for awhile. If you've read my other posts, you've notice my whole website was mainly documented towards them. I'm not giving up, just postponing. This is just a side quest to my main storyline (geek nerd here sorry). 

New Love/Hobbies

I'm not going to start about my whole weight life story, knowing me I'd probably make another post about that. This is more mental refocusing and reviving. I've started to stretch a lot more and... some yoga I guess. 

Even though my true love is animals and regenerative agriculture, which I will never be complete without, I'm simply focusing and fixing my personal flaws. Going back to the beginning.

GOING CRAZY

My life is boring. I'm happy but I'm going crazy. My job is not helping. I've become moody and little thinks that I try to hold deep inside, explode when scratched. I'm good at bottling up my feelings, and that I don't want to change. I just need to control them more. 

Ugh now back to my job, cause I hate my job. Everyone hates their job but, my job is a good job. I just dread it. Every minute, okay not EVERY minute but, very close. I work 3 days a week. 8am-5pm. It's not a bad job but I have nothing to offset it with. You see my problem. So maybe I compensate with food. I eat when I'm bored. Not when I'm emotional, which is weird you would think it so right? 

In Conclusion

I'm fixing myself before I focus on anything else. I already love myself. That's not the issue. 

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